as times goes by.......til now i don't know the reason or the main purpose of her anger...is it cause of my attitude or is it my actions??..it had been weeks i have not talk to her...til the other day she msg me..i am stil wonderin whether she stil treat me as her besti.. what causes all this i still don't know...i thought of letting it go..forget what had happened..but i just can't do it...she said before...'over'...what does it really mean??over can gives many kinds of meaning...n does it mean that our friendships are over??years n years of friendship is over?? i wanted to talk to her..but i don't know how to start...how to even speak with her..i saw a miss call in my handphone...n it's her...i msg her wondering is there anything and thought she wanted to talk to me as well...but actually not ... she called someone and the cal just diverts to me... when will this thing end???....i won't be able to meet her everyday anymore as high school life has ended not too long ago...i just wish all this did not happened.. why must all kinds of problems and feelings just pop in my mind?? first is this and then not too long later my grandma passed away...whom i wouldn't had the chance to see her and talk to her anymore...when she fall sick terribly i did not had the chance to visit her...til on d night she passed away...i didn't had the chance to say a word to her when i met her..just seeing her lying on d bed...i couldn't do anything... im worried this could happen again...haizzz...
