now i just couldnt wait to start my college programs ,projects ,assignments...so i can just distract myself from thinking about you...distract myself from all those hopeless wishes dreams...now i can see you have found ur love..not the little girl anymore...you seem head over heels to her... maybe im justused to having you around...beside me...yes..my used to be bestfriend, close friend, told me you are the same towards me last time..but i didn't believe her..cause i never feel so...there is this emptiness inner me..only the echoes that fill my soul...i used to give you my heart but you happens to tore it apart.. welltruth always hurts.... now what my friend told me makes me even not believe it cause i didn't believe you can get over it that soon...time flies fast...just puuufff gone ... but there is few things im glad about...the person that i love ..loves me back before...and we used to love each other..havingsweet unforgettable moments, memories...but no matter what happens in future..no matter how i feel for you in the future...i will stillcherish and treasure those memories...not gonna erase it... yes..i used to hate you...but hatred never last...and hatred come from how i felt for you... a phrase..'don't leave the ones you loved for the ones you liked, cause the ones you liked will leave you for the ones they loved'....love her well..treat her well...never repeat the mistakes you made...
p/s:Deep down my heart..although i still have feelings towards you...a little too not over you...but like you said to love is to give and share not to expect and take...so i just hope you are happy as always...now and forever...you might not treat me even your bestfriend..but to me having you as my best guy friend is something that i will remember and appreciate always and forever... when seeing you are happy...i felt the same way too...=)
